It takes more time than Ive ever had,
Drains the life from me,
Makes me want to forget,
As young as I was,
I felt older back then,
More disciplined,
Stronger and certain,
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety,
And I lied to myself,
And said it was for the best,
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
Ive disregarded what I was,
Now that Im older,
And I know much more than I did back then,
But the more I learn,
The more I cant understand,
And Ive become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and dont believe in much of anything,
And I lie to myself,
And say its for the best,
Were moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And were waiting on something that will never come,
Were moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And were waiting on something that will never come,
Were moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And were waiting on something that will never come,
Were moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And were waiting on something that will never come,
Were moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And were waiting on something that will never come,
Were moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And were waiting on something that will never come.
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